It is hard not to think about her. It is hard to imagine I will soon be free to pursue anyone I wish. But knowing this make bitterness spread throughout my heart. I wish I had not run from you. I wish I had listened to you. I would not now be where I am. Perhaps I would be happier.
But I am where I am, and I have to make the best of what I have in the here and now. Whatever I do tomorrow it will be built upon what I've done and built for myself today. This has been a very hard lesson to learn, but I am better for it.
If I had time, I'd tell you more of what's happening here but... just know that I'm thinking about you.
Love
Eric
Sunday, October 11, 2009
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